It seemed that I have lost my muse ever since I lost all my work after my laptop got reformatted. You see, I have been writing a series of amateurish short stories, poems and songs after I got into UP. It actually seemed to be my hobby--well, only when I'm at home. And since I am the type of guy who does not have the confidence to let the open world read them, I decided to publish only a few into my blog, most of which have been deleted shortly after realizing their risks of embarrassment.
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Lesson learned: Upload all files to the internet. YAN KASI. |
Now, just this summer, I got my laptop reformatted at my cousin's, doltishly forgetting to backup all the files I wanted to save. Those include the songs in my playlist, a set of horror movies, my school projects and written work. Everything's gone, after a series of clicks on the mouse, just like how Dr. Mendoza from Philosophy class described tabula rasa. I remember the frustrations, the regrets, the dashing hopes.I was grateful with what my cousin did for me, but since then, I lost my determination and purpose in writing just how I lost my files.
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Back to amateur writing. LOL |
Lately, after months of my writing indolence, it gradually seemed that my fingers have gone frenzy onto the keyboard to write again. The act of opening Microsoft Word every time I open my laptop excites me, as if that I had a lot to type in. It seems to be really, really weird but i'm glad that I'm back on writing again. I'm glad that my muse is back. YAAAY!
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