April 21, 2010 (2)

good evening, guys.. it's 10:27 in the evening, and I just got home from town. :D after I led the Worship in church earlier, kuya PJ came to me and told me that he wanted me to improve more on leading worship, so he sat down and talked to me about the technical stuff that i needed to learn when it comes to leading worship. he told me to become more bold when i lead, he told me to be sure of my words, the words that i shout out on the stage, and he taught me to be confident. there's one thing that i really really learned from him this evening, that was, when leading worship, i should always think that its NEVER about me, but about God. that whenever i lead people there from the stage, i lead them to God, and not to me. that was the lesson that i knew i had to learn that evening. i didnt realize that. because all these weeks, i've been very conscious about how i looked and about what others will think of me, but, again, kuya PJ told me that "it is'nt about myself" but its about God. i really needed that. I wish kuya PJ would stay here in Baguio forever. haha.. i had to have someone, you know, be a good mentor to me, a good brother, a good kuya.. :D unfortunately i think he had to leave 2 weeks from now, because he had to study soon. again. :) sigh... okay so after the service, and the talking part, my family and I went out for dinner. KFC. i ordered the overloaded meal and a twister, with nestea and Krushers with extra gravy. haha. my sister ate a lot more than me, and she came home as if she was about to explode like a mad volcano. haha. i laughed at her during the trip home.. at home when we arrived, ofcourse, we had to knock.. we had the house keys, but our helper locked the door from the inside, so we had to wake her up and get her to open up the door.. you know what, she woke up, opened the door as if she was mad at the whole world. haha. (ikaw banaman kasi gisingin at 10pm para lang magbukas ng pinto.) haha. so i think i understand her grupmyness..haha.. nevermind her. now im about to sleep na.. i think i wrote a lot this evening... be bloggin back again tomorrow. hopefully. haha.. :D goodnight everyone!! :D sweet dreams!

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